I Miss My Dad
My dad died suddenly 2 days ago. He was 78 but fit and just coming to terms
with the loss of my 2 brothers and my mother.
After a period of depression after the family deaths - my younger brother
suicide, my mum diabeties, my elder brother liver failure, we had moved my
dad into a retirement community of like minded people and he had started to
develop new friends and had found a focus for his life in my two young
He died of a massive heart attack while shopping in the local sainsbury's
I was struck by the stupidity of the Police officer who called me: Instead
of saying "are you the son of Arthur Lewis" his first words were "was Arthur
Lewis you father" - the word WAS being an immediate indication of the reason
for the call.
After losing my mother and both my brothers i'm finding this a nightmare and
am even more depressed at the fact thaty my children have lost their beloved
I'm no longer an aethiest as I can't cope with what my head tells me and
have to hope for more.
Dad - you know I love you and you know what we've been through together will
never leave me and my children.
We all miss you desperately.
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